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VICTORY! [17 Mar 2007|05:11pm]
[ mood | victorious ]
[ music | Nightmare - The World ]

I have a new mood theme and background image! Now all I need to do is change the colors for my fonts and I'll be done.

I love Death Note, by the way. I love it so, so much.

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SQUEE [01 Feb 2007|01:01pm]
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows comes out July 21st!
2 Names / 40 Seconds

Only Youuuuew! [28 Oct 2006|12:30am]
Part I
1.Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

Part II
1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
11.5 Would you admit it?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if I asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
2 Names / 40 Seconds

Lookie! [18 Oct 2006|11:37am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

New layout, new layout, hooray! Shikamaru is sexy.

That is all.

18 Names / 40 Seconds

Different Survey [13 Sep 2006|09:13am]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | B'z - Ultra Soul ]

WHO
1. Who was the last person you laughed with: Meka! <3
2. Who makes you cringe: My mother, hah.
3. Who do you think will make you smile tomorrow: Meka. >.>
4. Who is making the world a more terrible place to live in: People in general
5. Who dominates the family -- Mom or Dad: Um... that's hard. Probably dad?
6. Who is like a brother/sister to you: Meka, Jesse, Melissa, Brandon, Fletcher sometimes, Sabrina who's actually my sister but ssh!
7. Who is the youngest person you know: Aiko! She's two months old.
8. Who makes the best dinner: Hm... oh! Kuan's brother Richard, hands down.
9. Who needs to chill: She's better now, but a month or two ago I'd have said Jesse.
10. Who deserves the jackass award: Dustin!

WHAT
1. What do you hope will happen next week: I'll be living with my sister and driving myself places. Also I hope people will call me. (Meka, Brandon, Melissa, Jesse)
2. What would you name a newborn puppy: Depends on its gender/appearance/personality
3. What relaxes you: Drinking a bunch of NyQuil, cutting myself, neither of which I do anymore. Um... I haven't found a better outlet yet. Oh! Doing Sudoku and crosswords relaxes me.
4. What is the most difficult decision you had to make: In fourth grade, going to the yard duty during recess to tell her my mom was hurting me, and I was scared.
5. What do you really want to say to your boss: I don't have a boss currently.
6. What's your style: Don't really have one - Pants (usually jeans), black shoes (usually tennies), t-shirt (usually black).
7. What is your number one priority: To be a good person. I want to be a great student and an even better friend.
8. What is the worst movie you've ever seen: Oh, jeez. It was... I can't remember the title. It was about these friends who go on a vacation in a cabin and they find this box, and once they open it these witchy ghost things (in mini skirts and eyeliner) start killing them all one by one.
9. What do you want for Christmas: My two front teeth :B Naw, um. To see each of my closest friends and spend time with them. ;-; *sap*
10 What's the kindest thing you've done for a friend: Iunno. o.o

WHERE
1. Where will the apocalypse happen: In mah belleh! Pshaw, like I know.
2. Where can you find the best deals: Depends.
3. Where do you want to be right now: With Brandon, in his old home. *nostalgia, separation anxiety, woe, weep, wibble, WANGST*
4. Where is your current location: Library at scool :D
5. Where is the best place to study: This one library in San Jose that I totally forgot the name of.
6. Where is the worst place for a first date:
7. Where is your best friend: At school even though I kept her up late yakking on AIM // at school in Ohio even though I kept her up late yakking on the phone // At school drawing on her papers // At school being bored out of his mind
8. Where is your dream vacation located: Not sure ^^
9. Where is happiness:
10. Where is the best coffee in the world: Dunno, there are a great many coffees around the world I have yet to taste.

WHEN
1. When is it a good time to be truthful: Almost always.
2. When was your last break-up: Two years ago.
3. When do you take time for yourself: Rarely.
4. When is the next time you'll see your best friend: In a few weeks for the Ren Faire! // Hopefully in a few weeks for the Ren Faire // Thanksgiving // Hopefully sometime within the next two weeks
5. When will world hunger end: When all organisms with digestive capabilities are extinct.
6. When was your last bad hair day: I don't really have good or bad hair days. Every day is hair day, and that's about it xD
7. When do you usually take a shower: Every morning, sometimes I do it at night.
8. When are you going to go on your next date: Ooh, what a great idea! *schemes* Hopefully within the next two weeks.
9. When will emo kids grow up: When emo is no longer cool
10. When did you first learn about sex: Fourth grade, sex ed. I didn't understand the mechanics of it until eigth grade, though.

WHY
1. Why do you feel the way you do right now: Because I should have gotten more sleep last night.
2. Why are teenagers becoming more apathetic: Pshaw, lyke, I dun kare. Seriously though, I think we're a bit less apathetic than the teens of like a decade or two ago.
3. Why did you say the meanest thing you've ever said: I was hurt and I wanted to hurt her, too.
4. Why can't perfection exist: Because everyone's perception of perfection differs.
5. Why, in your opinion, are some countries more priviliged than others: I dunno, something to do with geography and history.
6. Why is your father the way he is: Because he's a good man. :(
7. Why do bad things feel so good: Nerve endings? Taste buds? Brain being stimulated in a fun, new way?
8. Why would you hurt someone, if you ever did: If they had hurt someone I love. In the past, I did it to push people away, because I felt that nothing good could come from being close to another person.
9. Why did you go online today: Because I'm addicted to Teh Intranets

HOW
1. How do you get ready in the morning: Wake up to alarm clock, stay in bed for 5-10 minutes, roll out of bed.
2. How is the world changing: Because nothing has reached 0 degress K, so all atoms are in motion and stuff.
3. How is your life, so far: Wonderful, I'm happy for all I've been through because it's brought me to who and where I am, with friends too great for words.
4. How do you contact your friends: Phone, AIM, (for Jesse and Brandon) WoW
5. How does music make you feel: Alive :D
6. How do you usually take your coffee: Half coffe, half milk, lotsa sugar :3
7. How do you get through a bad day: In a fog of bleak misery, whining to my friends.
8. How do you feel about the opposite sex: LOL TEY HAVE PENORS. I dunno, they're like chicks only with more testosterone.
9. How would you like your children to turn out: Good, self-sufficient, dependable people (aka Not like me!)
10. How did you become the person you are today: A series of unfortunate events? (Mom: You were an accident! Me: O rly?)

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Yoinked from jeweledwidow [13 Aug 2006|03:33pm]
1. Name:
2. Age/Birthday:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
7. Favorite Book/Comic Book:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Favorite TV Show:
10. Favorite Video Game/Board Game:
11. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal?:
12. Would you give me a kidney?:
13. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
14. If you could change anything about your current life, would you?:
15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?:
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Stealing from Meka! [09 Jan 2006|10:21pm]
001. Name:
002. Age:
003. Where on earth do you live:
004. What makes you happy:
005. What have you been listening to lately:
006. Interesting fact about you:
007. Are you in love at the moment:
008. Favourite destination:
009. Favourite quote:
010. Will you post this in your LJ:

RECOMMEND
001. A movie:
002. A book:
003. A band, song, or album:
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Cornbread [13 Nov 2005|12:40pm]
Soooooooooo...here! *crosses fingers, hoping someone will do it* Got it from Meka's LJ...

What if......

1. I died:

2. I kissed you:

3. I lived next door to you:

4. I started smoking:

5. I stole something:

6. I was hospitalized:

7. I refused to leave my home:

8. I got into a fight while you were there?

8b. i set your house on fire?


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

9. Personality:

10. Eyes:

11. Hair:

12. Family:

12b. butt:



::WOULD YOU::

13. punch me as hard as you could?

14. Keep a secret if I told you one?

15. Hold my hand?

16. Take a bullet for me?

17. Hold my hair back if I was puking?

18. Try to solve my problems?

19. Love me?

20. Date me?



::HAVE YOU EVER::

21. Lied to make me feel better?

22. Wanted to kiss me?

23. Wanted to kill me?

24. Broke my heart?

25. Kept something important from me?

26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?



::AND MORE::

27. Who are you?

28. Are we friends?

29. When and how did we meet?

30. Describe me in one word:

31. What was your first impression?

32. Do you still think that way about me now?

33. What reminds you of me?

34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

35. How well do you know me?

36. When's the last time you saw me?

37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

37b. do you like america's top model?

38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?
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Whee! [09 Oct 2005|09:25am]
*gacked from la J*

If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. just as long as it happened. Then post this on YOUR livejournal, and see what other people remember about you.

--

And that is all. o.o
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Issa Memme! [12 May 2005|09:35pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | Pinky and the Brain ]

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
3. If I were to wrestle with you in a vat of jello, the flavor would be....
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal. Or not. Whatever.

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STAR Wars [11 May 2005|10:21pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Sarah Brightman - Eden ]

*bounces in* I know I had a bunch to write about this weekend... but I forgot what about. *scritchyscratches head* Um...I saw my family over Spring Break (which now seems like it was AGES ago); my grandma's doing SO much better than she was at Thanksgiving and is almost back to her old self again. Lauren's growing up so flipping fast, and she's almost as tall as me too! *angst*

I saw mah mommeh on Saturday, since her birthday was on Friday and Mother's Day was on Sunday. She met Brandon for the second time and decided that she liked him a lot, which is a veryveryvery good thing. Uh... School is going quite well; no failing grades for me! Mwehehehe. STAR testing was today and yesterday, and I colored in coloring books and got seriously down for the first time in a month or so. Stupid USC section of the test, making me all depressed and schtuff.

Today and yesterday were also spent watching Star Wars with Danny, Fletcher, and Brandon, because I'd never seen any of the series and apparently this meant culturally unenriched or something. So... we saw four and five yesterday, and one and two today. I don't think I'm going to be able to sit through another movie for this year, with two exceptions: the third Star Wars movie (can't remember the title... >.>;;) sometime around or after next week, and HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE IN NOVEMBER. Yeah baybee. Ooh, I preordered HPatHBP at Border's, so I'm guaranteed a copy. Wiznoot!

Natalie is retiring in August. I'm really going to miss her. She's one of two therapists I've had that really truly managed to help me. *sigh* Ah well, life goes on... And I still have (at least) one appointment with her!!

Dr. Zelenko is keeping the dosage as is now (and I don't see her for another three months!), which is good. I feel so... good. Even when I'm sad, it's not that bad. I never knew what it was like to feel not sad every waking moment... and even when I'm down, it's still okay, I know I can survive it and that I will move on. I hope all of my friends know how much of a help they've been just by being there for me, day in day out. I don't fantasize about my own demise, I don't cut and scratch and bite my flesh just to feel something besides a deep ache inside me, I don't hide in my room and cry every day. I never understood that it was possible to exist and not feel despair every waking moment. I know it isn't just the drug; every day is a battle, where I consciously have to fight to keep my head above the water. I know the medicine helps me be able to do that. But I also know that I would not be where I am now if not for my friends. You know who you are. *HUGS*

x<3o

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In Mah Pants! [30 Mar 2005|08:34am]
La dee dur duh dee. I wish I wrote more often. Let's see, life is... um, well, the musical is over and now I have SO much free time, I hardly know what to do with myself. I love Brandon (over 5 months! wowza!) and all of much friends more than ever, I've been up and down and all around with my medicine dosage and am now on 37.5 mg, I'm gonna apply for a job and/or my permit this weekend, I'm gonna be a maid of honor, I can't wait to see my family in Sacramento in two weeks, cramps = Teh Suck, belly dancing is fun but I can't dance worth beans, and I'm doing well in my classes.

Happy two-days-after-Easter, everyone. ^^

Anywho, that's mostly what's going on in life right now. I'll leave you with a meme. It's the first 20 songs on a playlist with 'in my pants' added to the end of the titles. Here we go.

Forever in my pants
Escape from Hellview in my pants
Where Good Girls go to Die in my pants
Sleeping Sun in my pants
Holiday in my pants
Mr. Torture in my pants
Morphine Child in my pants
You in my pants
Amerika in my pants
World of Make Believe in my pants
Eden in my pants
Think of Me in my pants
Don't Fear the Reaper in my pants
She's Got a Girlfriend Now in my pants
On Mercury in my pants
Yume no Shizuku in my pants
Breaking the Habit in my pants
Now I Can Die in my pants
Bathwater in my pants
I Just Want You in my pants
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CRABS. [10 Feb 2005|10:03pm]
NYUR. Random!update!time: Uhm... Effexor (SP?) seems to be working... I'd rather go back down to the dosage I had before, since the current one is making me a bit more erratic than I'd like, but other than that and a sudden lust for sleep there are no side-effects. Er, and the dreams, which are not QUITE as vivid and are a bit less frequent (only 5 times a week now, ish.)

Musical is fun. I have dicovered that I cannot play the alto sax for beans, even refried crusty old beans baked in a stinky hat. x.x I swear, it's me, not the sax.

Sax: You may call me Sex, if you'd like.

...So, the bari(s) won't be back until NEXT Monday. That means all of next week's rehearsals will feature Teh Suckage that is my embochure. And tone. And sound quality. ... *cries*

The Crab Fest was GREAT. Even though Melissa and I washed dishes for, like four and a half hours straight, we had loads of fun. I also used some frozen crabs as puppets at one point. ^^ Brandon did an AMAZING job of keeping everything running smoothly, I don't know HOW he did it. *applauds* Plus, we made a meepload of money. *wiggles* ^^

I'm trying to get in shape. I don't want to be buff, or even slim; I'd just like to not feel ashamed of my gut and thighs, that's all. I'm making an effort to eat healthier foods instead of sweets an snacks. This means cutting back on ice cream. A lot. WOE. ;_; In addition, I'm doing crunches and going to the gym with Melissa (as often as possible, except on weekends.) I especially like the uphill-treadmill-zoomy-thing, the leg-and-butt-squincher, and the twisty-tummy-turner. Love my technicalities. Mostly, I don't want to feel like a lump of lard come swimsuit season.

What else... I'm doing well in my classes. I have an A in Chemistry! *floobs* I dropped Psychology and switched from T.A.-ing for Ms. Wendell to Mr. Goodenough sixth period, so I can get most of my homework done and even practice a bit, too. ^_^

Other than that, not much is going on aside from me rushing to finish up people's valentines. I'm spending today or tomorrow with Jesse and Sunday with Dustin and Monday with Brandon. Next week is filled with rehearsals, sit-ups, and sleep. YAY! x <3 o

-Luna
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DUHHHH DUNDUNDUNDUN DUHHHH [24 Jan 2005|08:37am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | The Phantom of the Opera - Point of No Retun ]

Seeing as over a month has passed since my last update (and it wasn’t even a good one, at that,) I figured now would be a good time to post again. I should be researching for my psychology assignment on human universals, but Google is being defiant so I decided to ramble instead.

Christmas was different. I went to Guatemala for the holiday break and did much shopping. Papi got sick, then he got some sort of foot disease-thing. Me, being the good little bookworm daughter, informed him that his symptoms reminded me very much of what I’d read about a couple of days prior.

ME: It could be cellulitis, in which case you’ll be fine with some antibiotics.
PAPI: Oh, that’s good to hear.
ME: It could also be necrotizing fasciitis, which has symptoms identical to cellulitis until you go into shock in which case your unsalvageable, anyway, and at this rate you’re doomed unless you get your foot amputated, like, right away. *wibbles*
PAPI: …

Fortunately, it was cellulitis. Then I got sick, and was puking up a fit for a couple of days. I had a temperature of 40 degrees Celsius. Yuck.

ME: I want to DIE. *heaves*

So Christmas Eve (before I got sick) was amazing, like the Fourth of July times ten across the whole city. Fireworks everywhere, man.

ME: Ooh! Aah! Are those legal in California? I want one.
PAPI: Things can be pretty exciting with an entire nation of pyromaniacs.
ME: It’s a whole country of Uncle Alans! *must inform uncle next time she sees him*

Then I came back home and spent New Year’s Eve with Brandon. I learned how to play Yahtzee, too, and there was much adding and snuggling and it was, overall, my best New Year’s ever.

Papi’s been letting me hang out with people more, too, which is a very good thing. I feel like a social creature. This is good. Brandon and I had our three-month anniversary thingy last weekend. We saw the Phantom of the Opera (DUHHHH DUNDUNDUNDUN DUHHHH) and had a reeeally good dinner. Brandon made it, sort of, with his dad taking over every now and again and me standing all useless-like in the kitchen, trying not to get in the way. I helped with dessert, though, which was soooo good. If mouths could orgasm, then mine did. A lot. SO tasty.

VALERIE IS BACK IN BAND! YES YES YES YES YES!! Am so happy I may wet myself. So happy!

I need to get a job… badly.

Cold Stone is Teh Kewlness. I lurve it lots. And from now on I will try to make shorter, more frequent updates. Happy Monday, everybody!

x <3 o

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6th HP BOOK! [21 Dec 2004|08:40am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

HALF-BLOOD PRINCE COME OUT ON JULY 16TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Bitch!Spam [09 Dec 2004|10:21am]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Billy Joel - The Piano Man ]

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

If someone could answer, it would be greatly appreciated. I'm sitting in the stuffy school library, surrounded by people who I don't know and are smelly, crying and getting my make-up everywhere because I feel BAD. I SHOULD be sitting in the band hall, laughing and talking with people, but something in my brains is saying, 'run away run away run away' so I run away and there're even MORE people and I don't know what to do. And there's so much crap in my head and it would leave me alone ;-;

Note to self: I don't think the Prozac is working.

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Sum-Up [06 Dec 2004|10:19am]
[ mood | naughty ]
[ music | The Rasmus - In the Shadows ]

WHEEEEEEEEEE! Yea, fear my ever-stealthy abduction of the Computer! Super!Speedy!Updatey-Time!



CHAMPIONASHIPS: I discovered that marching on a very lumpy field is even more annoying than I’d imagined it would be. Naturally, all four times I passed directly in front of a judge were the times when a bump would screw me up the most. *kicks the bumps* Fortunately, we got third in pre-lims and made it to finals (OMGWTFYAY). Our last little rehearsal-doogie was awesome, as was our final performance. Those fucking judges were biased. I’m not saying that just because I took the scoring personally, I really believe it. (If you’ve known me from middle school you’ll know I’mVERY selective with who I label as biased.) BUT, although it was a bummer, it doesn’t matter that much; it’s not what I’m going to remember fifty years from now. Everything about that performance, from the second I heard, “Now taking the field in final competition…” to nailing everything I’d worked on to watching execution after execution to seeing Nicole’s face to ending that show, sweaty and breathless and totally spent, to walking off to the cadence and just SEEING our instructors’ faces…

I hope to never forget any of it. I don’t care how laughable it may seem; those thirteen minutes were by far the happiest moments of my life.



THANKSGIVING: sucked. A lot. It was nice to see people, but, unlike last Thanksgiving (which was, by the way, among the BEST) it was little more than pain for me. Mommy is trapped in her own head, Grandma seems so old, Alan just doesn’t care about me (he does but he doesn’t, ya know? No? Well, I dun feel like explaining, so nyeh), Colleen and Ann were busy and stressed, Fred was playing video games, Kelsey was cute but focusing mainly on Dominique (who was having a swimming time flinging her food at me), and Lauren told me, in not so many words, that I’m chubby. Whee. My goal is to lose between five and ten pounds in time for Christmas, and not eat too much for the holidays.



Those were the main two things I wanted to remble about. Now, since I don’t feel like giving any more thought to an actual update (wait… Tree Lighting was cold, Parade was pretty good) , I shall make a list of people I should give gifts to.



Just… not online, since I don’t wanna hurt anyones feelings by either forgetting or ‘forgetting’ them.



x <3 o

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[23 Nov 2004|10:55am]
:3 This ish J. I hath hijacked zee Chou's account and left her icon present. >.>...I hath saved the other icon I hath deleted in case she still wants it. :3 That ish all. <3
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DMW [16 Nov 2004|09:47am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I feel like writing a humongous entry. So, I think that is what I shall do. In my last entry, where did I leave off again…? Oh, right, Saturday.
SaTuRdAy:

We had a very taxing but amazingly productive rehearsal in the morning. I was mildly pissed at the weather, though; naturally, the one sunny, hot day in two and a half week’s worth of rain and gloom is the day we have a four-hour morning rehearsal. It wasn’t that bad at all, though, since we were able to get so much cleaning done. I was BEAT afterwards. I can’t think of any other practice where I was so dead-tired by the end. It felt rather nice, in an I’m-falling-asleep-standing sort of way.

In the evening, I went to see George’s play, Dead Man Walking, with Brandon and Papi on Saturday evening. It was, um, not what I was expecting. I’d anticipated something light and entertaining, but it was something thoroughly depressing instead. The stage setup was square, something I’d never seen before, and the actors were all really, REALLY good. I had the most in depth and cohesive dream ever that night, though, which was quite nifty, even if it was inspired by Teh Msot SAdedst Playe Evur.

The only notable occurrence from Sunday would be that I went to Border’s and read a bunch of manga. I met Jesse there not too long after I arrived and we snagged a bunch of the sex-related books and spent like and hour giggling at them in some dark corner of the store. It’s flipping mental how some people can bend and defy all preconceptions of what can be done. WHY anyone would come up with the idea, “Hey, screw me while doing a handstand!” is beyond me, but there you have it. Too much time + pervy imagination = O_ô WHY?

Monday we had another super rehearsal… Can’t remember much else other than that. I also found out that Sabrina’s friend had died in a wood-chipper the day before. ;_; Tuesday was dull. I’m decreasing my medication, and as a result I’ve been feeling really ‘blah’ lately, but being with people has helped me a lot. Especially the hugs; those help so much. I can’t think of much else to write right now, other than I hope everyone has a nice day.

x <3 o

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Ja-Zo [08 Nov 2004|09:46am]
[ mood | worried ]

Happy monday!

Starting tonight, I will change. I will most likely revert and devolve and generally be as I was Freshmen year; d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d *dundunduuuun* Dr. Zelenko Decided that since Zoloft STILL isn't working, it's high time I quit taking it. Soooo, starting tonight, I will decrease my dosage bit by bit until I am wholly weened (I like that word) off of it. I don't know when/what to expect in terms of my new subscription, but I won't be getting it until the eighteenth anyway and starting at a minimal dosage.

In short, I'll most likely be crying every day and being rather lacking in the feel-good department for who-knows-how-long. All I wish to accomplish by posting this is Warn Everyone In Advance and hope they don't all get pushed away because of it. I have only one request: Check up on my cutting/desires to cut. I DON'T want to, but I know I will. So I guess I'm relieving myself of the responsibilty and dumping it on everyone else. *sigh* I'm sorry, I know this is so much to ask, but I don't know what's going to happen or how I'm going to feel.

I just hope it'll all turn out alright.

x <3 o

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